Saturday 3 September 2016

Best day of my lyf...

April 18, 2006...the day when I saw her...

I was just 17 years old and just completed my 12th exams. I went to my cousin's marriage without any sense of meeting her that will change my whole life and will become better half of my life :)

She was in Black suit(still having that one) with Mehndi on her hands, entered into the room with my cousin where I was trying to sleep but did not sleep. But I was not aware that after that everyday and night she will come in dreams...

We enjoyed a lot throughout the marriage and I built up my life with her somewhere but still she did not have anything for me or I would say that for her I was nothing more than a person came to just attend the marriage.

After the marriage we all(she and my cousin and her cousins) played cards in the night, that time I tried so many times to express my feelings by showing her some picture messages(That time I was not having any mobile phones, I was using my father's Nokia 1100 so you can imagine the picture messages) but she was not ready to understand my feelings(Did not know it was intentionally or unintentionally).

Next day in the morning I had to leave because after two weeks I was having AIEEE exam(was abusing myself why I am having this exam)....she came outside to see off me I was like I am leaving something behind without that I cannot live more but had to leave...

In the train the whole way I was missing her and whenever I closed my eyes trying to realized myself that she is not there with me, she was in front me...somehow I reached to my home
                                                                                                                           
                                                                                                                           ....To be Continued
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Sunday 28 August 2016

Just Started...

Hi Friends...

This is my first post so please apologize me for any mistake ...

Whenever I give myself sometime and think...I find myself in a mess and always ready with an unanswerable question that is "WHO I AM ???"

I know if we ask this question to anyone generally he/she will state his/her name to the answer of this question. Yeah that is correct for some extent but that is not the enough for these three words(WHO I AM).

So my friends what do you think, what should be the answer of this question???

Okay for you all let me try to give answer to this question(please correct me if I am wrong at any point of time, thanks)...

WHO I AM means What type of creation of GOD I am + For what purpose I came on this earth + Am I doing what I am supposed to do + Am I doing the things correctly...etc(it may have some other questions as well)

The above questions are not directly related to WHO I AM but indirectly those are giving answer to this question.

I would say this much only as today is my Day One here, like or give comments/suggestions...
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